Okay, so, lately [mostly because of PMS] I'm feeling paranoid. Like, really paranoid. About everything. Like, I've been feeling that in the end, everything will not be alright like I want it to be. But, I mean, everyone in the world can't be happy at once. Everyone's gotta lose some sometimes but still it's just...well, indescribable.

I hate my paranoia of the school too. I mean, some people you can't trust too much, but then I feel like I'm being too cold to some people sometimes. I'm also starting to REALLY hate the internet. Those PHONIES [as Holden would say] in our school are hard to combat over the dear internet. I feel like just blocking them all. If only you could do that in real life...just block the people you don't want to see. That would be kick ass. I mean, you could do that with a restraining order, but that's extreme.

I know, everyone's like "Not everyone's out to get you!" Yes, but if you make one mistake, everyone's down your throat. I really hate high school SO FUCKING MUCH. Only 2 years and 9 tenths of it left. Ashley was right [as usual] freshman year IS the worst. God I'm glad that year is over. Though, junior year is the most filled with crap, I've heard...

WHY ARE THEY PLAYING SO MANY BRITNEY SPEARS SONGS ON THE RADIO TODAY MY JESUS CHRIST!

Anyways.

I should stop journalling since I DO have Global homework.

TTFN!